Thought i would let you know..

hey fourth one JUNOOOOOOOOOOOOO, okay well basically you hate my guts. but i dont give a shit. i love you to death, please know that? we have had some bad shit, and you dont have to make up with me.. cause i guess i could get why you were mad at me? or is.  i kissed that girl ill admit.. it but i guess idk. pheonix is a very sweet girl but i dont know if i could love her. sure, we have had our crushes. and sure i have been jealous because of brett the whole fucking time. yea the whole time. cause he had you im sure paolo would say the same thing! brett is lucky, but hes stupid brett gets you and he doesnt realize how amazing you are… maybe he does but still. it pisses me off, i just want you to know i love you. i care about you and ill always be here.. always. sorry for hurting you, you dont deserve shit like that. i guess ill deal with you and brett, ill deal with it i wont talk about him at all but if he does hurt you ill break him into little pieces. im glad i met you,  i really am thanks. this whole week has been a roller coaster, if you want to come back..come back please.. if not dont… just be happy. i deserve every little thing that has happened to me this week.. every little thing. yea i do. uh sorry.. i really am :{ wish i could say that a million times. i dont know how to explain anything to you… but i love you iosjfijodi yea..